My Body is a Vessel
No longer can I wear it any style I choose
You see, my hair it seems to weaken with every handful I lose
My eyes they’re red, puffy and sore, darker than they’ve ever been before
The skin on my face grows clustered with every unwelcome spot
A mix of stress and tears I guess or the wash that I forgot
My lips they are dry, chapped and a little sore
My teeth just aren’t as white anymore
My shoulders they ache from burdens carried each day
And the unspoken ailments that I just brush away
These arms of mine they’re safe and strong from hours of holding you
But my hands have seen much better days due to all I put them through
My fingers best used for stroking your face and playing with your hair
Nails once filed, shaped and painted but now I just don’t care
These boobs of mine how they’ve become amazing and extremely complex
No longer do I only call upon them merely just for sex
This tummy is now admittedly a little on the squishy side
Stretch marks and that annoying fold, hips that seem so strange and wide
My lady parts just aren’t the same as they were before you came
One of the many reasons that as once I was bold, I’m now rather tame
My legs sometimes cramp for no reason at all,
My feet have grown careless, how I trip and I fall
But I’ve grown to love these imperfections both inside and out too
Because my body is a vessel in which I carried you
There’s so much you don’t know before you go to enrol
Into this thing, we call Motherhood and how it does take its toll
I signed my name on the line with my blood sweat and tears
And I ran head-on into my worries and fears
See how strong I’ve become all because of you
Each day finding more strength to make it through
The good, the bad, all these times pass so quick
Listen close, you can almost hear the faint tick tick tick
No doubt more tired I will grow in the many years to come, I’m sure
As the list of problems builds so does my heart with love so pure
My child you are worth it all, every grey hair, worry and tear
Had you not come along my future would be nowhere near this clear.
Written by Ashleigh for her blog, The Mammy Diaries.
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